it all started with a run

I wasn't really praying for it
I wasn't really doing anything

Something had to change
When you make the effort, you'll be surprised by the outcome

I don't watch the clocks, I'd rather time stand still
I don't mind jokes, if it makes you smile

I'll grow because of you
We'll make the effort, to find His outcome

Praying thankfully...

walk

It seems walks are different now, drives are different now. I've always appreciated a view, but being able save it, makes me that much more aware. I've become more aware of other things to. Of how long I've put myself second, third, maybe even last. Don't why but I've allowed myself to come up short, preventing myself from doing things. It might seems that I am doing things now, like that program I'm in. But life can't be just work or school.

As cliche as it is, I do want you to be happy, as much as you tell me to believe in myself, I want hope and know you can do the same.

I'll leave it at that.

maybe you're right...

food and good conversation...
That should happen more often, and is a welcomed break from work.
To come to a realization, why you aren't doing more and the excuses you make for yourself, is slowly taken away when you hear that someone else thinks you SHOULD do more. Its more than hearing it, but the fact that someone believes that you will succeed, only if you try. As corny as that sounds, I still like to hear it. If you literally have to push me to get it done, then PUSH.

For the finals-bound crew, good luck.
For the work-bound crew, we'll all make it to the xmas break.

give thanks

The shots, the moments are only as good as the people that are in them.

apologies and short-comings

I could say im sorry, but I'd feel the words would fall short. I've been selfish and haven't been honest, despite the fact you've done your fair share. At times, I've done less or more than I should; I've changed but I don't know if its enough for myself. I can hide behind the facade and pretend everything is ok and try to keep going. At the end of it all, I have prayers. For clarity, for strength...I pray that you're graced with everything He has in store for you.

I don't have the answers and scared that I'll always lack the words. His image in myself is blurred by self-doubt. In time I'll believe what I've heard...and what's He has shown me in you.

past, present....

What do you say that i am
have i changed so much that i don't exist
has the err of my own stupidity
made what i once was null and void
is what i've lost worth fighting for
strength is lacking
there are no sides to urge on
opportunities are few

I know that life will have it ups and downs
I know that faith keeps me moving
I know that His Love surrounds me
I know more now than then my past-self's words

a post to post something, cause its been a while

Just thinking

You seem to have all the "answers" for questions but you own.
Despite the reassurance, you still think its hard to believe
But is that you need to hear to stand on your own?
You've done all you can, you've seen yourself at your best and worst.
And I'd rather you impress your old self, and continue to move on.
Its about timing and I hope you find it