We all have those moments when we wish there was a second chance, an opportunity to roll back time, and rethink our actions. Yet, the more time you spend thinking about what you should have done, you forget that you have the opportunity to learn and rectify such actions. I struggle to find the grace to handle it. When you given everything you have or think you have...its sometimes not enough. My sacrifice seems so small next to HIS. But it is HIS sacrifice, that allows me to live, learn, pray. I pray more now than ever...because that all that i can do now. Everything is in your hands.
Saturday, November 05, 2005
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Thursday, August 25, 2005
breaking the routine
This past tuesday, I had a chance to spend time with my 2nd family. I got out of work early enough to get to the LOG meeting. Through out the day, I was hoping i could make it to the meeting, only to watch the clock get closer and closer to 7:00 without an end of work in sight, but HE had another idea. I made it to main part of the meeting, a wake-up call to the routine that we sometimes put ourselves in.
Just seeing you guys, made my day since i rarely get a chance to. And i meant everything i said that day.
To everyone who was a part of my gift, i thank you.
Ok im done being cheezy. Back to work i go.
Just seeing you guys, made my day since i rarely get a chance to. And i meant everything i said that day.
To everyone who was a part of my gift, i thank you.
Ok im done being cheezy. Back to work i go.
Saturday, July 09, 2005
movies, webpages....
Fantastic Four
this is the year of comic book movies, which has its highs and lows, trying to find the balance of exposing any comic book character to the die-hard fans to the occasional movie-goer. So go see Sue Storm or try to.
so www.liwanagatuci.com is currently under development, this summer the schools server appears to be down, UCI construction? not really sure, but we'll see where is goes
that's all for now
this is the year of comic book movies, which has its highs and lows, trying to find the balance of exposing any comic book character to the die-hard fans to the occasional movie-goer. So go see Sue Storm or try to.
so www.liwanagatuci.com is currently under development, this summer the schools server appears to be down, UCI construction? not really sure, but we'll see where is goes
that's all for now
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Sunday, May 15, 2005
and she got....
and for anyone who's wondering...she got this one:
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
brought to you by Quizilla
not another quiz
for my gf who likes random quizzes
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.
brought to you by Quizilla
Monday, April 11, 2005
Friday, April 08, 2005
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
work in progress
*edit*
music heard at idobi radio on itunes
soundtrack survey
Opening Credits: Acceptance - Hold On
Waking-Up Scene:
Spring Scene:
Average-Day Scene: Name Taken - The Safety of Routine
Best-Friend Scene: Mest - Rooftops
First-Date Scene: The Starting Line - Best of Me
Falling-In-Love Scene: FM Static - Three Days Later
Love Scene: simple plan - promise
High Scene: Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down
Hook up Scene: you are the sunshine of my life - stevie wonder
Sex Scene:
Summer Scene:
Fight-With-Friend Scene: crossfade - cold
Break Up Scene: Sum 41 - Pieces
Get-Back-Together Scene: Don't Look Down - Can You Hear Me?
Life's Okay Scene: Twista feat. Faith Evans - Hope
Fall Scene:
Heartbreak Scene: Plain White T's - Take me Away
Mental-Breakdown Scene: Hoobastank - out of control
Driving Scene:
Winter Scene:
Lesson-Learning Scene: Sarah McLachlan - fallen
Falling Asleep Scene:
Deep-Thought Scene: simple plan - crazy
Flashback Scene: Yellowcard - Ocean Ave.
Party Scene:
Regret Scene: Finch - Letters to You
Happy-Dance Scene:
Long-Night-Alone Scene: sugarcult - memory
Spiritual Scene:
Closing Credits: Something Corporate - As you sleep
music heard at idobi radio on itunes
soundtrack survey
Opening Credits: Acceptance - Hold On
Waking-Up Scene:
Spring Scene:
Average-Day Scene: Name Taken - The Safety of Routine
Best-Friend Scene: Mest - Rooftops
First-Date Scene: The Starting Line - Best of Me
Falling-In-Love Scene: FM Static - Three Days Later
Love Scene: simple plan - promise
High Scene: Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down
Hook up Scene: you are the sunshine of my life - stevie wonder
Sex Scene:
Summer Scene:
Fight-With-Friend Scene: crossfade - cold
Break Up Scene: Sum 41 - Pieces
Get-Back-Together Scene: Don't Look Down - Can You Hear Me?
Life's Okay Scene: Twista feat. Faith Evans - Hope
Fall Scene:
Heartbreak Scene: Plain White T's - Take me Away
Mental-Breakdown Scene: Hoobastank - out of control
Driving Scene:
Winter Scene:
Lesson-Learning Scene: Sarah McLachlan - fallen
Falling Asleep Scene:
Deep-Thought Scene: simple plan - crazy
Flashback Scene: Yellowcard - Ocean Ave.
Party Scene:
Regret Scene: Finch - Letters to You
Happy-Dance Scene:
Long-Night-Alone Scene: sugarcult - memory
Spiritual Scene:
Closing Credits: Something Corporate - As you sleep
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
recovering from the case of the mondays
and no my work isn't like 'office space'. anyways, i've realized that i need to get back to working out again...the hours that i sit at work aren't the best for me...maybe i'll start my early morning runs again, if it doesn't rain. Or maybe start my i'm 5' 6" don't want to be like the sprite commercial and actually dunk dream =D ...a lot of squats, vertical leaps, calf workouts, and some running in between
That's all for now. Now study if you have to, or get back to work like me. ;)
Thursday, March 17, 2005
coming to you LIVE from work
This post is coming to you from my desk here at work; a semi-cubicle with blank walls that needs a dart board, a phone that no longer works, my cd-player, a scanner, and a lot of notes for code that I have written or need to write.
If you're wondering where work is it near the 241, lake forest area, close to the wal-mart (yeah a wal-mart). Anyway, Im looking forward to the weekend, I feel like I need a road trip, and maybe i'll drive.
To all the LOGers with finals good luck and nothing relieves stress like a game of hide and go seek in the middle of aldrich
If you're wondering where work is it near the 241, lake forest area, close to the wal-mart (yeah a wal-mart). Anyway, Im looking forward to the weekend, I feel like I need a road trip, and maybe i'll drive.
To all the LOGers with finals good luck and nothing relieves stress like a game of hide and go seek in the middle of aldrich
38monthsandgoing=D
;
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Spirit Rally to DVD
Let me first say that everyone did a great job today. A lot of things happen during the preparation of this Rally. Many people's hidden talents were found, it was truely a bonding experience for us; gathering together for a common cause and belief that HIS sacrifice has brought new life. LOOK out for this year's rally skits to show up online soon.
"For you I will bear everything. Live my sacrifice"
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Monday, February 14, 2005
inside a hallmark card
a cd
a potluck and a forgotten purse
a song, a really cold swing, and the moon
lasanga, a walk, and one question that became 3 years
if i had to define what love is...
It is in the moment when self becomes second; a new heart takes its place; and GOD opens that door that both hid inside.
a potluck and a forgotten purse
a song, a really cold swing, and the moon
lasanga, a walk, and one question that became 3 years
if i had to define what love is...
It is in the moment when self becomes second; a new heart takes its place; and GOD opens that door that both hid inside.
Friday, February 11, 2005
Thursday, February 10, 2005
a camera, photoshop, & keys
During work this week I had to bring my camera to take pictures of some items that my company wanted to promote. Anyway, I got bored and started to take pics of random things on my fairly empty desk. I don't know why I never really noticed that my actual intials are on the keyboard. So I took an "abstract" pic of the keys "C V B". Well the end result is now my header for my blog.
I think I might make more revisions or find an old school typewriter and use that.
I think I might make more revisions or find an old school typewriter and use that.
Now take a picture it'll last longer
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Monday, January 31, 2005
taking a break from reality
Despite the midterms, papers, & the "8 to 5" that would welcome us back, we took the adventure up the mountain. My weekend began with excitement of going, then disapointment of not, then excitement of going, eating at IHOP, meeting with reg on the hollywood walk of fame (really the PEP BOYS) and finally making the trek up that mountain.
To say the least the retreat was great, didn't miss out on making breakfast & finding out the we have a true chef in our group. Anyway, my part of the retreat, was fairly taxing. Didn't expect it to have that effect on me, but HE has a reason for everything.
I'm just glad to be used as HIS instrument, especially when I struggle to find time to do so.
To say the least the retreat was great, didn't miss out on making breakfast & finding out the we have a true chef in our group. Anyway, my part of the retreat, was fairly taxing. Didn't expect it to have that effect on me, but HE has a reason for everything.
I'm just glad to be used as HIS instrument, especially when I struggle to find time to do so.
There is a secret when playing car tag, get them when they park =D
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
music (part 2)
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
In Christ, there are no goodbye
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again
Mercy Me - Homesick
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
In Christ, there are no goodbye
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again
Mercy Me - Homesick
.:LOG - focus this qtr. "Sacrifice of HIS Love":.
very good meeting yesterday, can't wait till this weekend
very good meeting yesterday, can't wait till this weekend
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
a free meal to give away
So I told people I have a blog, if they found it they would get a free meal
Someone just did (1/19/2005 10:20ish am), but i'll let the person tell you the story of how they did it.
AIM profiles are fun to read, it might just get you a free meal
Someone just did (1/19/2005 10:20ish am), but i'll let the person tell you the story of how they did it.
AIM profiles are fun to read, it might just get you a free meal
Thursday, January 06, 2005
music
...I never told you, just how much I loved you,
If I did, I wouldn't know where to start,
I'd probably make things worse,
your heart should come first.
It's only time that'll tell my heart...
But when that time comes,
I will give you my love and my life,
And I promise your tears,
Will all disapear from your eyes,
Yes I'm here....
.:KAI - I'm Here:.
If I did, I wouldn't know where to start,
I'd probably make things worse,
your heart should come first.
It's only time that'll tell my heart...
But when that time comes,
I will give you my love and my life,
And I promise your tears,
Will all disapear from your eyes,
Yes I'm here....
.:KAI - I'm Here:.
Remembering where it all began, working at the present, hopeful for the future
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