Saturday, April 28, 2007

sushi and mochi ice cream

We all need a break sometime...
just a day to clear your head...
and catch up with a friend...

Thanks Toni Rose =D

My goal is to have a better story for you; or even explain that random comment i made, but that will have to wait till i can explain it myself.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

a melting candle

these past couple of weeks seem to be the hardest yet. Yes, work is going to busy; Yes, moving is really irritating esp. when you have to sort through boxes; Yes, spirit rally is getting close and videos are uncompressed sitting a hard drive

I am a candle being burnt from both ends...
maybe i put myself in this situation...
i wish i could give more the part of my life that rite now feels like its not...

i wish i could be honest, with everything, and just let go

maybe the melting will lead to something new...only time will tell

...leaning against a wall that i can't push over...

Saturday, April 14, 2007

itunes makes a suggestion

my ipod is interesting mix

latest addition is: The Swift

http://www.myspace.com/theswift

i like it, but my opinion isn't very much cause i'll listen to almost anything

give because HE gave

i know its not much, but i'll try to give you all i can...you may not know it; you might not take it, but i'll give just the same. its really all that i can do, its something i've always done maybe too much, maybe not enough. i wish i believed in myself enough to give what i REALLY need to, rather than give what's expected.

Monday, April 09, 2007

behind the walls

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

In Christ, there are no goodbye
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again

Mercy Me - Homesick

All the walls, all the hiding...
i can't find what i once had

Trying to make time for the things that i missed; only now it seems i don't belong.

Where do i go from here?

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

lists

how can one person be so wise? I really don't know, but I'm glad that I have friends who are. So here's the list:

1._____________ (you know...=D)
2.drive along pch, and enjoy the view
3.sushi and really good conversation
4.disney half marathon
5.LB half marathon
6.take martial art classes
7.buy a house (doubt this will happen anytime soon)

its a work in progress.